First day @ work

Not sure whether I'm being positive or negative about things in general, but somehow, I am having very mixed feelings about the days to come, in particular, the next 6-9mths. In a way, I'm kind of excited about the things I might learn and see, yet, in many ways, I am significantly adverse to unhappy things that might happen. Not sure, in some sense, I actually quite like the to see new things when I sail, yet, the sailing is something which I am also much afraid and concerned.

Well.. shall see... going for course for the next three days. Won't know much until after that. :p